The morning of Edwards funeral was one the hardest days of my life, i just didn't want to get up. I guess it's because i didn't really want this day to actually happen, then it would all be real and Edward would really be gone. 

After another long week the weekend was here again, and this one was a special one. Florence was at a big milestone in her life, aging up into a Young Adult. On the moringing of her birthday we had a small celebration in the kitchen, just the three of us. 

It's been a few weeks since half term holidays and Florence has been busy at collage, Edwards art career has really started to pick up and my garden is looking great. Anyway, It was Last Friday I think when Florence was getting ready to go out to the cinema with her friends.